Ugh!

Ever have those days where it takes everything in you to keep a smile on your face and play nicely with others?  Yeah, I'm having one of those.  I am tired and cranky and my claws are wanting to come out a little more easily than normal.

I don't like days like this.  I like being able to smile easily and laugh joyfully.  Today is a fake it til you feel it day.  I'm still not feeling it.

Sorry this isn't all positive and upbeat but I am feeling more beat up (emotionally and physically) than anything.  I think the pain has gotten to me from yesterday's biopsy.  The other one didn't hurt this badly or widespread.  Maybe because they took more samples or went in deeper, not sure but yeah it hurts a lot today.  I feel extra stupid that I didn't stay ahead of the pain with Tylenol.  Grrrrr.

Anyways, I talked to my boss and my office backup and my HR director and they are all incredibly supportive.  The general consensus is that I am probably planning on too little time off after surgery.  I am hoping to have surgery Thursday and be back to work on Monday.  I don't have a physical job.
What are your thoughts?  Am I being a bit overzealous?

Well, I'm really tired today so I am going to keep this short and sign out.

Have a blessed rest of your day.

Hugs!